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Monday, September 25, 2006

Ex Nihilo

 
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So I tend to get nervous when I hear people make bold statements such as "God wouldn't let that happen" or "It's not God's will that [insert some phrase that entails a specific event, usuallly tragic]."

Not many people would make such statements so boldly (although I heard just yesterday of someone making a similar declaration). But there seems to be a current of thought that a Christian's life cannot go from bad to worse, if only because of his reconciled state. It's almost a denial (a naivete) of what life entails. Again, practically no one would state that Christians cannot see darkness at all. But the extent of such darkness, its length and depth, is often overlooked, misunderstood, or disbelieved.  

I've seen a life, dehumanized by abuse, waste away through years of great failures and small victories, until one day the striving seemed pointless, and life, a wasteland. And so of his own volition, he left life.

He was no island.

I've held dear friends whose families have been ripped apart by deceit and unfaithfulness; I've witnessed unexpected deaths of parents and children--my own father, as well as my one of my best friend's, of that number. Darkness rages, and sometimes it doesn't stop when it's supposed to, when "God wouldn't let any more happen."

I am not out to topple faith or deny the power of God (forbid it), but rather to view God as He is, to exhort those who call Him Father not to be surprised by the expansiveness of tragedy in a fallen world. Despair is very real, save only that there exists a Creator who creates light out of darkness. Ex nihilo. Out of nothing. Rich in mercy, God provides hope out of destruction, amidst destruction--not necessarily by halting it. Although--what inexpressible grace!--He does that, too.            

Forsaking wide-eyed dismay at the scope of darkness in a fallen world, yet expecting the Father of light to create hope where there should be none--this is faith unshaken by tempest.  It rests not in the circumstance of a storm's abatement, but in Him who transcends the tumult altogether.

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Good thoughts...
Posted 9/18/2006 10:11 PM by CalebDPHC - reply

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Erin,

It's interesting - so many of these thoughts have been resonating with me in the past few days / weeks. You expressed them so well, and I so heartily agree. As you know, as I know, as I've watched so many friends experience, tragedy does not exist because God lacks power over it, but in order that we recognize His power both to control and express His grace through it. How much more can I appreciate a Father who, as you say, transcends the tumult... and also comforts me while I'm in it? Were He to simply remove every circumstance leading to pain, it would appear that He lacked the power to use such times for our good. I trust a God who controls the storm, not one who simply appears to quiet it at our finite whims.
Posted 9/18/2006 11:47 PM by deleted_space - reply

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So exquisitely worded. Absolutely beautiful!!! I love your way with words, Erin. :) Thank you for this post.
Posted 9/25/2006 1:04 AM by PupuleWahinee - reply

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Erin, your words carry such power because they boldly proclaim the truth...futhermore, you write from what you know, not just what you have been told you ought to know. Please continue to share the things that God places on your heart and mind...your insights are well worth consideration!

And...

I miss you!!! Caleb and I are having a wonderful time in Antigua though we miss all of our dear friends! I am greatly looking forward to being back in VA with "my girls!" I'll have you over to our house, make you a good cup of coffee, and we'll just settle down and talk...as long as we want/need. I love you, Erin! God bless you!!!

Posted 10/1/2006 5:19 PM by SoapboxQueen - reply

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So...you are officially EVIL!

*Gasp* I about died when I saw your comment. Ohhhhh, I'll get you back someday....when you least expect it :)

I love you

Posted 10/3/2006 4:51 PM by SoapboxQueen - reply

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Erin! You never gave us your blog at journalism camp! You express things to coherently and eloquently, and I also completely agree with you.
Posted 10/4/2006 10:44 AM by ThePancakeQueen - reply

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You found us erin!  We'll post more pictures soon, and write about camp and our trip back home. 

I can't believe how many people are getting married...well, actually only 4 (Marybeth, Zac, Caleb and Lauren) but it still seems like a lot. 

Love, Hopie

Posted 10/7/2006 1:20 PM by Rach_Hopie - reply


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